There hasn’t been that much to report over the last week to be perfectly honest. Daniel’s been busy at work most of the time and because of that we haven’t really had the time to talk to each other or see each other. It’s amazing to me just how much I miss him when I don’t get to talk to him or see him everyday, but it’s also given me the chance to catch up on some of my own work.
Before the summer started and before I started taking Provillus, my self-esteem was at an all time low. I’ve taken hits to my confidence before in high school and throughout university, but I have to say that for a woman to be losing her hair is really one of the worst hits that I think you can take. Even Daniel, who I love with all my heart, immediately assumed when he saw the Provillus that I was either holding it for him or that I was seeing another man that had left it behind. It never occurred to him that a woman could be having these problems and if a sweet and sensitive guy like Daniel can think this, you can imagine just how much the regular jerk on the street can give me grief over it.
The self-esteem problem was a lot worse also because it was affecting all of the other parts of my life. I wasn’t interested in dating and I was even losing time at work and because of all of that I felt that my life was in a rut. I feel it’s important to talk about that now because Provillus has really single-handedly turned my life around. I feel great when I wake up in the morning, my love life has turned around and even my bosses at work are starting to notice the change in my. My boss came around my desk the other day and complimented me on the recent work that I did, saying that it was much better than my other stuff.
Then, she said something that floored me. She said that they had actually been considering firing me because of the low productivity I had displayed over the few months before everything else happened. She then went on to say that they were glad they didn’t, because I had really turned myself around and was now doing great work for the company. She told me to continue doing whatever it was I was doing and then left. I was ecstatic at the compliments that she gave me, but I was also really afraid at just how close I had come to losing my job. It seems that Provillus saved me from something else just in the nick of time!
I guess this week’s entry has been a little boring and I’m sorry for that, but even a Provillus girl can’t have fun every single day of her life! There’s work to be done and a house to maintain. The good news though is that Daniel should have a better week at work next week and because of that I should have some good things to write about when I post my next diary.
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